I know who I am now.  I am this phoenix.  I go in the fire,  the pain,  the suffering realization,  the sin,  the destructive relationship,  all of which are brutal fire for my soul.  And then…..

I know I will rise.  I know there is one pulling me up.  Jesus Christ.  I know He is the one who has given me these wings of fire,  this raging spirit to persevere upwards,  this… my beautiful life.

Is it good?  It must absolutely be so!!!!